“…The Lord God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into
his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.” Genesis 1:7
“Through Him all things were made…In Him was life, and that life was the
light of men.” John 1:3-4
On one visit a couple of weeks into
her stay, Johnnie May told me that she had heard a scripture she liked at the
church service she had attended the night before. She was pretty sure it was Psalm 57. It didn’t ring any bells for me, so I went
home and checked it out. Yes,
immediately I knew that was the one. The
first few verses were custom-written for her at this time. Since she is not a reader, I decided to
memorize it a little at a time and teach it to her so that she could find
strength from it every day.
Now, here I need to make
a confession: I was pretty busy at these
days, and my mind had lost some of its quickness concerning memorization from
disuse, so had the circumstances been different, I am pretty sure I would have
just written it down and taken it with me to teach her to memorize! After all, she was the one who said she liked it,
and she wasn’t able to read, so memorization was her need right then, not
really mine. However, this was a jail visit, so I was not allowed to bring
anything in with me except my drivers’ license to identify myself as being on
her list of visitors. Thus, I was forced to memorize it in order to “smuggle”
it in to her. A veiled blessing for sure!
(It reminded me of Ray
Bradbury’s Fahrenheit 451 when at the
end, a whole colony of rebellious people finds a way to save the precious words
their government is determined to burn: they simply divide up the Bible and
memorize vast sections. A person,
thereby, became The Gospel of John, or The
Letter to the Romans. When you
wanted to read that section, you went to the corresponding person who had
totally digested those words.) But of course, I wasn’t digesting or becoming
the whole book of Psalms. I just needed to transport into the jailhouse
a few verses for my friend.
A couple more visits, and
we were working on quoting the first verse together: “Have mercy on me, O God! Have mercy on me. For in you my soul takes refuge. I will take refuge in the shadow of your
wings until the disaster has passed.”
And of course, you know what comes next in my
story, don’t you? Of course you do: the
verse became my own. Lo, it was not just an idea I had to minister to somebody
else! The baby bird who hid under the ample feathers of the Big-Winged Mama
was no longer just my friend in jail with the huge disaster. There I found myself, taking shelter, closing
my eyes to block out the terrifying world, and quoting those few words during
one disaster after another. And sure
enough, each one came to pass and not
to stay.
I learned again the thing I thought I had already learned a hundred
times before: when we set out to help somebody else, the help’s fallout rains
down onto us. This is, of course,
because the idea was never truly our own. It is the thing that happens when the putty of the human mind surrenders into the Hands of the Potter, the Higher Giver, who sparks divine light and life into the raw material of mankind.